Insignificance

Monday, August 30

1st Friends, 2nd Love and 3rd Family

Damn Pissed.. this is my second time typing this post as my stupid dial up connection I had was so f**ked up.. when I finished typing my post, it went "Cannot find server".. then the "Back" button won't work.. I was so furious.. so here I go again..

Phone rang at the afternoon.. had lunch and was watching the Malaysian Idol show on TV which was the stupidest rendition of the original American Idol ever, don't even get me started about the pathetic malaysian television crap insults.. Clarissa a.k.a Jeng Tinq called asking whether if I'd like to hang out with her at the movies, her treat, as that's what I've been trying to do for the whole week and she reminded me to bring my books in case probably later after the movie if we had time, we'll go study at the library.. Alien vs. Predator.. didn't really like it.. it was loud and disgustingly stupid.. the story line was lame and boring since the trailers and the movie title tells all.. somehow I sorta enjoyed it a little.... NOT..!

we decided to go study at the nearest "7-11" ciplak store mainly known as "C-11" to study instead of the library.. bought a can of smooth choc and clarissa had a canned coffee with some branded honeycomb-inside chocolates.. speakers above us playing music from Mix Fm.. quiet dim lights.. a splendid place to study.. but hey, that's MY opinion.. we took the place at the end of the room at the corner and the most hilarios thing happened.. weird enough when I was asking her some math question, the biggest spider I have even seen originated from under the table at my side crawling towards her.. now, imagine in ur mind how would a girl react if she sees a hugh spider crawling in front of her towards her? yea...... that, but think Funny and Loud Screams.. hilarious.. eventually, we moved to the middle table in the room taking no chances, we checked under that table just to make sure and just in case.. spent bout 4 hours there mostly talking about stuff and occasionally finishing a few math questions.. then I reminded her about Kok Meng, our primary friend classmate who just returned from Melaka for the semester break.. Clarissa wanted to ask him out to Coffee Bean to meet up and talk about wad me missed throughout the years.. through the power of SMS (Short Messaging Service), we managed to "book" him at 6.30 to hang out.. talked about a lot of stuff and mature thoughts.. at one point we all were deciding on how to arrange "Friends, Love and Family" according to their priority for us.. I on the other hand chosed 1st as Friends, 2nd as Love and 3rd as Family.. that question strucked me the whole night as they both chosed 1st Family, 2nd Love and 3rd Friends mutually.. the reason I chosed Friends first is because in my opinion.. no matter what happens between u and ur Family or Spouse.. there would always be Friends to help you, comfort you and support you, Right? in my case.. a lot of things had happened to me and I had to face them all..I was alone.. but I was alone with friends.. that's why.. we spent the whole night talking about our lives but most of the spotlight was on them since nothing has ever happened to me.. recalled a lot of the funny primary school candid times.. and we laughed so loud the entire Coffee Bean was our voice.. it's amazing how innocent and decent we humans could be at young age and laugh back at our young selves years after.. we left the comfy cushions at bout 10.30 for other occupants just to show that we were really "kind"..

I've finally made up my mind of NOT going to school on monday tomorrow for that stupid crap Independent's Day celebration and supported by the fact that there's no school on tuesday which is SO ridiculous since they day after would be another holiday..

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Dezmond sprouts at 8/30/2004 06:30:00 PM | Permalink

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