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Friday, March 18

2 accidents, 2 deaths and a guy

sadly, that's me.. I wonder if this is some kind of unforeseen god-like prophecy or something? gosh.. what's wrong!? first was lawyer fabian lim who got shot, my friend's dad.. then it was cindy overturning her car.. then kenneth in a car collision.. and the death of my grand aunty.. ironically, cindy and ken's accident are only a week apart happened roughly on fridays.. and tomorrow's another friday.. damn it fridays..

I'm having this feeling that I'm born depressive.. or somehow.. I'm born a GIVER as in a push over, born GIVING, helping.. somehow I think my role in this world is to balance the Equilibrium according to joel's analogy.. some people are born to do favours, and some are born to ask for favours.. same concept like ying and yang as to the existence of a winner without a loser.. I sat down.. re-evaluating myself of my worth to the point of my existence and I found none.. a tinglish sensation started surfacing from my chest and my eyes started getting blurry.. sigh.. if this is wad it's meant to be.. so be it.. I'm sick and tired of being treated like a tool instead of a person worth caring for..

damn this feeling.. next tuesday's exam.. and I haven't even studied anything.. the new demerit system by our new school principle is really getting into my nerves.. whoever fails any subjects will be subjected to 5 demerit points for each FAILED subject.. Just let it all end.. please...

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