Insignificance

Saturday, May 7

well just after I posted the last post durin my birthday.. my friends wanted to meet up with me at 3rd mile.. so I followed ben's car after sending jeff home to 3rd mile to meet up.. coincidentally while lookin, I saw them.. kim, fen and ken leaving taiwan cake house holding a cake.. I figured, it was for me.. touched and weirdly awkward coz I have never, I repeat NEVER had a birthday cake in my life in celebration to my birthday and that's pretty much how sad my life is.. I mean was till then..

so, we walked along the stores and sat down in front of a coffee shop right under the TV showing men making fools out of themselves wrestling in a ring with their underwears only.. ken lit the candles and for that instant the crowd's attention was obviously on me during that time since it was dark and I made my wish, blew the candles and cut the cake trying to get over with the candles and being inconspicuous as possible.. in that moment of nought, we used the cardboard as plates and hand-feed ourselves and I went to the cybercafe looking for ben to borrow his phone to take pictures of the cake, actually wanted to post a picture of the cake here but he hasn't sent it yet.. hopefully it's still in his phone.. Thanks guys for that night.. it really meant a lot to me..

alrite.. now the real thing I'm worrying about.. my studies! I've been struggling badly to concentrate on studying man.. damn, the moment I open a book.. next thing I know my eyes are getting heavier and tired like illusive hypnotic effect or some sort.. I think I'm going to the library in a regular basis starting from next week coz I concentrate better in the library.. :P next wednesday's MUET speaking test.. let's hope my toungue get's enough "exercise".. dun blame me for talking too much over the past few days alrite guys.

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