Wednesday, March 15
I apologize to my esteemed readers (especially pui wen) for violating censorship constraints on the last entry. I bet you all know how one would feel when one is publicly dissed through the use of the internet in spreading bull-craps about other them, it's just me that way in a maxed out definition of the words "anger" and "dissappointment". But I've decided to stop defending myself against useless comments made by them and keeping all ugly opinions to myself and no longer mention anything about it, others already realised or will realise it sooner or later themselves rather than me spoiling the fun. ;)
Anyway, STPM results are coming out on the 16th of May which is like TOMORROW considering that I'm posting this entry at 1.17am on the 15th of May! I'm starting to get glimpses of what I'd become if the university rejects me or if I failed to get my scholarship application approved. I've realised the fact that this isn't like primary school UPSR nor form 3's PMR and neither is it form 5's SPM where for certain where further educations are arranged by the school. This is it, and for that, the thought of doing bad is devastating and incomprehendable, I could only imagine.
Either u really screwed up this time or take a turn for the better. I really do need a support system to back me up during result day before my subconscious pessimistic emotion gets a hold on my brain and limb functions.
This is the result. This is really it.
Anyway, STPM results are coming out on the 16th of May which is like TOMORROW considering that I'm posting this entry at 1.17am on the 15th of May! I'm starting to get glimpses of what I'd become if the university rejects me or if I failed to get my scholarship application approved. I've realised the fact that this isn't like primary school UPSR nor form 3's PMR and neither is it form 5's SPM where for certain where further educations are arranged by the school. This is it, and for that, the thought of doing bad is devastating and incomprehendable, I could only imagine.
Either u really screwed up this time or take a turn for the better. I really do need a support system to back me up during result day before my subconscious pessimistic emotion gets a hold on my brain and limb functions.
This is the result. This is really it.
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Dezmond sprouts at 3/15/2006 12:47:00 AM | Permalink
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dude u ok or not.. hahaha first u mentioned may instead of march... and u posted twice... =.=
anyway.. haha i'm ok with ur previous post laa~ no need to apoloagize~~~ XD
and yeah.. i'm damn anxious.. trying to act cool nia. hohohoho.
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