of all the population of the human race, why does such mishap have to befall upon me? personal conflicts over a small matter, and now this whole sudden crap? She treats me like her son and cares for me while my mom wasn't there for me, she cares for my well being and I can't be there for her during her last breath? Sometimes life is really unfair and the thing that prevents us from breaking down is the constant support system we get from friends and helping hands around us, NOT god. Nevertheless, this isn't the case for me anymore. Studying in malacca alone, having to go through this emotional turbulence with nothing to hold on to is unbearable, anytime I might end up losing my sanity, all for being what I am. I'm a person that takes into account for what comes out of my mouth and assume what MIGHT come out from people's mouth before I talk. This gives people the impression that I'm vulnerable and unfortunately deems me fit for the word "sensitive". I never knew how fragile my emotions are till recently.
There's an expression, "time heals everything". Let's hope that it is more to an actual manifestation rather than a mere expression.
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5 Comments:
--------------------------------------------------very sorry to hear that.
By 
TanPuiWen, at
11:36 PM
me too. very very sorry to hear that. one thing for sure though,life is unfair..deal with it,k..
By NuruL Ash, at
9:35 AM
everything happens for a reason.. live life a step at a time.. =)dun worry, i'm sure she's gone sumwhere else less painful and more peaceful.... so just stay strong
By MicH., at
7:35 AM
Hi Dez,
Very sorry to hear about your lost.
..... it is true.... only time will heal. But time is rather subjective.... so, give yourself a chance to heal.... and be strong.
By Leilanie, at
11:31 AM
thanks u guys for the comfort.. I really appreciate it a lot..
By Dezmond, at
11:09 AM
