Tuesday, September 19
I was preparing for my presentation tomorrow morning when out of the blues I had this urge to look back at my previous posts. Boy was it an eye-opener.
I read through entries that I posted when I first started blogging. Initially this blog had 3 contributors namely me, kenneth, and russell. But now, it's all about my individual journey through life. I seemed a lot naive compared to now and was constantly very emotional on every single bit that happened during those last 2 years, in other words, I was sensitive. Unfortunately, the only thing that I have constantly preserved throughout the years is me being consciously sensitive about everything.
Reading the entries even lead me 2 years back to the time when I bought my swamp green body glove wallet which I'm using till now. Looking at my wallet,I was seriously considering to get a new one, the irony. I also remembered being so angry about a whole LOT of stuff which triggered me in resorting to profanity in my entries. Among them was this entry where I expressed everything out in the open regarding members of my family.
When u take time to really "step out of yourself" and judge with each actions you make as a third person, it's really a well-experienced epiphany. There's this chinese saying, "the main persona dwells in obsecurity, but the spectator sees clarity".
Who says blogging is only just a diary?
I read through entries that I posted when I first started blogging. Initially this blog had 3 contributors namely me, kenneth, and russell. But now, it's all about my individual journey through life. I seemed a lot naive compared to now and was constantly very emotional on every single bit that happened during those last 2 years, in other words, I was sensitive. Unfortunately, the only thing that I have constantly preserved throughout the years is me being consciously sensitive about everything.
Reading the entries even lead me 2 years back to the time when I bought my swamp green body glove wallet which I'm using till now. Looking at my wallet,I was seriously considering to get a new one, the irony. I also remembered being so angry about a whole LOT of stuff which triggered me in resorting to profanity in my entries. Among them was this entry where I expressed everything out in the open regarding members of my family.
When u take time to really "step out of yourself" and judge with each actions you make as a third person, it's really a well-experienced epiphany. There's this chinese saying, "the main persona dwells in obsecurity, but the spectator sees clarity".
Who says blogging is only just a diary?
Labels: thoughts
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Dezmond sprouts at 9/19/2006 09:12:00 PM | Permalink
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dude, didnt know u can rap?? it rhymes!!!! yo-yo fooshizel mynizzel ya'll.. wakakakka..keep up the good work...me liking it =P
o what the heck m i doing here..
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NuruL Ash, at
5:31 PM
Very true. It's both private and public eh, and it's very interesting to read through your old posts and find out how much you've grown.
By Unknown, at
6:36 PM
