Insignificance

Friday, January 12

Frankly speaking, I've started to lost interest in blogging anymore. Blame the endless internet congestion, disconnection and all the tedious process that we had to go through just to have a single reliable and stable internet connection which is now still ridiculous.

The long waiting had stripped me away from my enthusiasm and interest in everything relating to http://beaned.blogspot.com. I've also noticed the decline of daily visitors to my blog, not that I care about the numbers because really don't. It just seem futile wasting time writing stuff and posting it on the internet expecting random internet surfers to read what u wrote.

Blame it on my overwhelming study load and assignments, or the constant internet difficulties that I have to face each day. It could even be a shift in my personality, I can't really make it up. I just find it pointless. As hard breaking as it sounds, I might resort to closing down my blog in the future.

Blogging has really helped me through the past crucial two years as a medium to express my inner vex or thoughts that concerns my well-being. So so many stuff had happened before, and no one was really there to back me up when I was falling apart, but my blog. I try so hard to be everyone's support system and never had time to develop one for myself. This is where I find sanctuary, this is where I commit to who I really am and login into a naked world of my own below this ever so joyous facade of mine.

I think this is the one of the times I've ever been honest about myself in blog entries.

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