Friday, May 4
Well, yea.. I turned 21 and it's that time of the year where I pretty much survived through with prozac, alcohol with a little shot of marijuana (I was kidding about the last two, maybe the first hehe).
I was at KL for a few days during the semester break and had an all-you-can-eat steamboat buffet dinner at sunway (the best food cheap money can buy, I swear) today with kennedy and siew siew and a few friends as the couples will be leaving to kuching the next day. Chee Khoon and the gang deliberately sang a birthday song in front of the other steamboat-ers, it was embarassing at first but yea it was funny..
kennedy's friends from UM
the love birds
Read through the entries I wrote the last two years here and here on the 4th of May and especially the most memorable one was that time owing all to my buddy kenneth. I realized each entry sounded like a suicidal note or a failed attempt to put manic depression patients into shame. I think I've come to my senses now that birthdays aren't really anything significant, it's just a date. I just think of it as a mark to evaluate my life, the changes, the improvements, the ups and downs that sorta thing, and setting goals for myself so I could have a better life..
I have secrets, I have goals, I have urges and desires, I have hate, I have everything a person could ever have, but I don't own my life. I feel that living is really just more than being honest to other people but most importantly honest to ourselves. Till this year, I'm actually pretty content about myself as I've opened up to a few of my friends and being honest to them while being honest to myself bit by bit... No regrets...
Will be going for an extra semester this semester break for two months up till end of june or beginning of july and a few weeks break before the 2nd year semester starts, so it would be pointless to go back kuching and come back malacca again considering short period of break time I have.
Leaving for malacca tomorrow..
I have secrets, I have goals, I have urges and desires, I have hate, I have everything a person could ever have, but I don't own my life. I feel that living is really just more than being honest to other people but most importantly honest to ourselves. Till this year, I'm actually pretty content about myself as I've opened up to a few of my friends and being honest to them while being honest to myself bit by bit... No regrets...
Will be going for an extra semester this semester break for two months up till end of june or beginning of july and a few weeks break before the 2nd year semester starts, so it would be pointless to go back kuching and come back malacca again considering short period of break time I have.
Leaving for malacca tomorrow..
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