I bet almost all of you tremble by the thought of viewing your final result. Both terrifying and dramatic at the same time. If u've read my blog entries on past semester results, it's pretty obvious that last two semesters was a bumpy one, both mentally and emotionally torturing at the same time with a pinch of self-hatred. All that effort and sleepless nights and I got zilch in return.
So for the previous semester which was my 3rd semester, I decided to just let it all be and instead focusing on myself rather than delving into the uncharted territory of class politics with all the kia's of si and su. Then I realized that it's unavoidable and we soon have to face such predicaments sooner or later and it's just a matter of time. I could only sit back and witness how it all falls down to place. Apart from the politics and my lacking enthusiasm for studying, I managed to score a pointer of above 3.5 for this semester which I was trying hard to achieve for the last two semesters.
I guess sometimes when u try too hard, it just won't work out and the fact is, we have to leave everything in the hands of fate and destiny. Indeed how helpless we humans are in the end of our efforts.
Strive better next semester, all the best to everyone who is and who isn't reading this and those who are still in their studies!
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