I would say I'm looking forward to it, but I'd be lying if I said so. Partially because I've worked at my cousin's company a few years back before and it has kinda influenced me in a very unpleasant sense. It's the past I know, but it really had a big impact on how I am today, and how I bring myself, the reason why I chosed the same company as my industrial training I guess has something to do with my desire of wanting to compensate and redeem myself for what I've been through that time, and face them right in the face. No one would understand how I felt back then and I don't blame them, but it's really a big deal for myself because that time I didn't have anyone to lean on or a shoulder to cry on, and I'm really hoping things would be different this time for the better.

Well, I gotta go off to bed and prepare for tomorrow's training. More entries soon hopefully.