Thursday, November 27
and yes, I do mean every word of it.
Going into my 4th day of industrial training and I practically have my daily schedule organized. In fact, it's so organized that it scares me... A LOT.
I wake up at 7am being consciously awake, I lazed on my bed till 7.20am (it happens I don't know why), get prepared and depart to work at 8am. Apart from the lunch break and the occasional "loo", once I reach the office and plugged in my laptop, this is what I see next for rest of the hours in the office.
Then I get off work at 5pm and walked home reaching at 5.30pm the least. Dinner at 6pm then I'm left with 6 hours to kill before I sleep and the cycle continues till the next day once I wake up.
Knowing the fact that I have to use my brain at it's full capacity everyday for my programming assignment, I'm obligated to have sufficient sleeping hours. I've never had my bedtime set any earlier than 1am even if it was during the finals. Just so you know, I wouldn't even be remotely close to considering it.
What happened to all times when bedtime's no earlier than 3am? getting into class 15 to 30 minutes late not knowing what I missed in class? What happened to all the uncertainties that freedom unravels to us with every tick of a second?
Imagine me stuck in this orderly, boxed and controlled life for the next 5 months? It's barely even a week and now I'm at the verge of hyperventilating my lungs out. I can't even bring myself to imagine myself in the next 5 months.
It scares me.
Going into my 4th day of industrial training and I practically have my daily schedule organized. In fact, it's so organized that it scares me... A LOT.
I wake up at 7am being consciously awake, I lazed on my bed till 7.20am (it happens I don't know why), get prepared and depart to work at 8am. Apart from the lunch break and the occasional "loo", once I reach the office and plugged in my laptop, this is what I see next for rest of the hours in the office.
Knowing the fact that I have to use my brain at it's full capacity everyday for my programming assignment, I'm obligated to have sufficient sleeping hours. I've never had my bedtime set any earlier than 1am even if it was during the finals. Just so you know, I wouldn't even be remotely close to considering it.
What happened to all times when bedtime's no earlier than 3am? getting into class 15 to 30 minutes late not knowing what I missed in class? What happened to all the uncertainties that freedom unravels to us with every tick of a second?
Imagine me stuck in this orderly, boxed and controlled life for the next 5 months? It's barely even a week and now I'm at the verge of hyperventilating my lungs out. I can't even bring myself to imagine myself in the next 5 months.
It scares me.
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Dezmond sprouts at 11/27/2008 05:56:00 PM | Permalink
3 Comments:
--------------------------------------------------seem like someone need to quickly adapt to new environment. where're u having your internship? east or west of Malaysia? or outside Malaysia? haha... :D
By 
Jathniel Tong, at
8:42 AM
east malaysia haha.. can't u see I'm already "adapting"?
By Dezmond, at
8:54 AM
Hmm...well...must have enough sleep o, if not can't execute your task properly and will get hang! And then have to restart everything! Ha =)
By Tekkaus, at
9:18 AM
