great, the thing that actually made me write this entry and publish it, so insignificant, silly and pointless, blown out of proportions by myself, what the fuck is wrong with me?
this thing has been going on in my mind for a while now, tearing me apart inside out, killing me from the insides of my being. fuck it...
stuck here at a road block with doubts, questions, excuses, self-pitying and sickening thoughts, pathetic! holy jesus fucking mother of christ I'm going to have an emotional breakdown any time now.
guess I'd better watch Glee to numb myself with a smile.
Name: Dezmond Current location: Kuching, Sarawak, Malaysia About me: A perceptive, full-fledged Kuching-Sarawakian who sees life through insignificance. Survived, and blogs. Currently making his way into the working environment.