Insignificance

Sunday, December 19

with eagerness.. I'm counting down the hours till tomorrow so I can get my lazy ass off the sofa and my eyes un-glued from the TV for tomorrow's trip and believe it or not, I had already packed my stuff last nite.. just can't wait for tomorrow.. plans for the 27th of Dec trip later is a total wreck.. each room costs RM56 and food isn't included..

fairly in my family tree, the word "equality" doesn't exist nor contribute to their judgemental aspect towards relatives, in my case, me... well except for me I dare say.. during a meal, I was forbidden to even touch or taste the tempting red crabs and later after, it was said to be "reserved" for another cousin of mine instead.. and this cousin of mine just happened to be going to KL tomorrow as well for a week trip.. and he seems to be getting all the attention.. say I'm jealous? NO.. say I'm neglected? YES.. maybe looked down on? DEFINITELY.. commonly people would see me as a regular guy with an immature brain, (more said by my aunt while getting my hair cut last Friday) most of my cousins and aunts do.. but only my close friends would understand me better, which I had none.. so all leaves it to me.. here's what I have to endure on the branches of the family tree.. I have an aunt which is the epitome of all bitches, cares for no one but herself.. in an arguement (often with myself), any form of lies and deceit are thrown out just so that she is the last woman standing kissing the butt cheeks of the trophy of victory.. and her sons.. OMFG.. damn pissing-annoying-ill-mannered jerks, one has the attitude of a stiff cold stone with the lowest altitude of all and smiling seems to be putting more effort than climbing Mt. Everest.. and another one walks like he has a broom shoved up his ass and walking seems impossible but hey, he's getting engaged soon for all that matters, Good Luck to the bride.. and another religious aunt of mine hardly seems religious at all, she praises God but acts like Satan.. Insults and sharp comments are thrown at your face with no mercy regardless of her own self related actions.. it's like being mad at urself by scolding someone else.. aint that stupid? and could I mention something? the money and cars u own and made wouldn't be following you down six feet under when the time comes as said in the bible.. so why so stingy now? it's bad for ur soul.. another leaf to endure my fact-pointing statements is my uncle.. as rich as he seems, gosh... a temper of a volcano he has.. boy, one burst of flame from him would be the coming of an Armageddon heading straight IN YOUR FACE, echoed by the loud annoying blabbering of a kiasu own-made-facts.. pitiful

although I know I'm not in the situation to judge each of my relatives.. but I'm NOT judging them.. I'm just pointin the really obvious facts straight... I don't mind them readin wad I think about them.. and neither I do give a fuck about wad their opinions they have on me coz each of us are entitled to our own opinions about a human being.. bull shit? I dun think so.. Gosh it feels SoOo Good getting it out of my system, blessed..

owh speaking about christmas.. I bought myself a little RM7.90 figurine of Mr Bean key chain as a little token of appreciation for myself.. sad but true.. I've received christmas presents since uh......... never? I don't know why gurls seem to get all the gifts during christmas instead of guys.. further proved by Ervin's last christmas shopping spree hunt for gurls-only presents.. LoL..

argh.. speaking of bad luck.. my cousin's digital camera can't be used because her friend left the darn charger in KL.. but I'll be bringing the cam there anyway, hoping to find a way to recharge the batteries.. hopefully I'll meet up some tourists or locals that uses a Canon Digital Ixus V³ camera...

I'll be away for 3 days hopefully enjoying myself.. so I'll be posting soon when I get back.. ciaoz

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