Insignificance

Friday, April 15

hilarious,
while I was making fun of a friend, he responded "thou ass thy shall kick'eth".

pleasing,
flower buds formed despite the deformity caused by a deliberate arson commited by my neighbour. Hope.

troubling,
avidonn got into another car accident 20 days after the first one, guess I'm still jinxed.
a lady at the bus stop "complimented" on the re-growth of my pimples loudly regardless of her voice intensity.
when I found out I was called "pimple-face".

flattering,
when I found out I WAS called "pimple-face".
commented on the improved clarity of my skin, as in facial skin, I doubt it.

depressing,
repeatedly battered mentally by statements of my lack of manners, common sense and my weird annoying attitude from my peers.
a DREAM I had about my mom who gave birth to my little baby sister, I know it isn't real. I cried.

betraying,
when the only friend I had betrayed and deceived my trust, in my face.

heart-rending,
seeing one family actually living the "brady-bunch" family life.
just realised my life is literally worth nothing.

anger-raging,
the neighbours burnt my plants.
accused of leaving the drinking water on flowing a slippery layer on the floor which is the fundamental cause to my aunt's accident. Seriously, am I THAT stupid to leave it on?

pathetic,
tolerating insults.
my nature of saying "yes" to anyone that needs my help and yet getting no respect from anyone.
actually believing that the word "friendship" is substantive or real.

frustrating,
the decreasing days to STPM consequently the increasing stress.
my debilitative brain's ability to digest and understand what I study in school everyday.
changing who I am to be socially-adaptive.

annoying,
the service cancellation of my number if I still didn't reload my phone by the 9th of June.

mortifying,
faggs appearing in our school with make up.

surprising,
Green road got first place in the inter-school choir competition where our school was the venue for the competition.

regreted,
me.

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