I've truly lost it. One thing that I've come to realise about myself, I cannot handle pressure. The minute work loads start pilling up and responsibilities tumbling down like snowballs on a slope, I'll lose it. My sales this month was a straight half cut off my sales last month on the same period. How depressing can it get? Moreover, work politics are a handful. It's revolting, it's despicalble, I hate it.
Work ethics are questioned as well, you don't neglect your duties or play "pass the ball" simply because you've "DONE IT" more than others or it's not yet your turn. The objective of being handed a responsibility is to accomplish the task at hand and get it done, it's the end product that matters, not your lazy sorry ass. It's people like these that I myself have to take over all their respectful duties and get them done. At times, even at workplace, friends can turn their backs on each other and snatch customers away before you could even say the word "discount", obstructing the littlest conscience from their souls, and even if u confront them, this is where ugly politics take on it's role as their defensive mechanism. My drive for work is no longer there, I can't stand it.
Things to look for this week? A hair-do on my day off and movie nght on CNY eve. Just for the record, for my own reasons, I HATE chinese new year.
On a better note, I read that the Kuching Blogger's Meet was a blast from Charmaine's blog, but too bad I couldn't make it (amazing how word spreads through the net). Work ends at ten and CNY shoppers are filling in like ants, it's exhausting.. Damn, didn't know the renowned Kenny Sia actually turned up. Well guys, let me know in the future if there's anymore blogger meet-ups aight? I'll reschedule.
Name: Dezmond Current location: Kuching, Sarawak, Malaysia About me: A perceptive, full-fledged Kuching-Sarawakian who sees life through insignificance. Survived, and blogs. Currently making his way into the working environment.